Here Comes Goodbye...

I have decided I HATE saying goodbye to people. I've actually never been good at it. I remember being a little girl and always crying when my parents left. I still am that crier! I left today for CBU. Ok, so you can see how pathetic I am...I live only 40 mins for CBU. The only reason I live on campus and don't commute is I don't want to deal with the 91 freeway, and I need some freedom and responsibility. So, I packed my car yesterday, off and on crying all night. Slept great because of crying so much. Woke up this morning, had breakfast with the family and said goodbye in shifts to the family. Gave the brother a hug as he headed off to school, gave my daddy a kiss on the cheek before he left for work. Then it was just my mom and I waiting for Andrew to come over to get the rest of my stuff. When it came time to say goodbye to her I just cried. We aren't that close but it was the thought of I was again slightly on my own for the next 4 months. Sure I could come home on weekends and even the occasional weeknight dinners but the thought of being away from everyone is just hard for me. So hopped in my car, drove here and unpacked with Andrew. When it came time for him to leave I just cried even more. He is my best friend and I am going from seeing him everyday to maybe once a week. It's just hard. I hate saying goodbye. Because, now that I've said goodbye I am fine. I'm just hanging out here enjoying the new apartment...which is perfect I'll put up pictures next post. Going to see some friends soon and just enjoy CBU life.

I love my roommates...well the one I've met. Melissa is great and a ton of fun it seems. I get to meet Stephanie tomorrow which should be good. I'm excited to see.

Well, I'm off to apply for jobs. I have 8 applications to fill out!